p.s.

i always fall in love at the most un-opportune times , this is normally about once a day.

i have to stop making eye contact.

i know your there,
you,
you,
the one that i will continue to search
for
the only one that will have anything to do with me.
the
one that will.

Time to Go

Nothing makes me feel more like myself that doing exactly what I want, when I want to do it. This might a bit obvious, or conceited, but true. Deal. I'm quite happy to be leaving my current job where one always get the feeling that you are being followed, watched and if you don't do certain things or do certain things then you will be docked a level in life. This, as one soon discovers, sucks the life out of most anyone. And people wonder why airline employees are so angry.

So look, here I go again, taking a chance and going someplace new. Leaving behind things that are normal and a routine in order to find something better to do with my time. At this point, that would be almost anything. I now know that Phoenix is not a place I would like to live for an extended period of time. Thanks to the Gods for sending me here, but I'm still not for sure what I was being punished for. I'm sure that day will come.