What is it that leaves me hanging each and every time? What is it that when I think of you, your memory fades quickly from my mind? Is it my own fault? Is it because secretly, you are the one that I am searching for and, perhaps, its not quite time for me to find you. I feel incredible and it fades with that thought, with the synapse. You will continue to elude me, make me feel for you and ache with pain each time I feel I have you and you escape. Its not common for this to happen. How do you do it? How do you ungrasp my thought - and move it from place to place, leaving me in the trail, only to carry on, not knowing if it is really you i'm searching for or if it is just the lost memory of last time.