all of my thoughts

apparantly, i've identified the culprit.
it has something to do with feeling your heart
beat, even though the distance between us is vast.

your never far.

lately

i can't stop thinking. my sleep stumbles in and out
as i get rapped in my pillows and blankets; my thoughts
turning around and around in my head.
you keep me awake. its the bottom line and it won't change.
it is a constant and unchanging feeling.

it's not a coinscidence.

there we were.

there was a moment when i saw that it meant so much to you
and we kept drinking and laughing and feeling and understanding
until we were weary and longing for bed, feeling more like
ourselves than we had in so long. it might have taken 2 years
to part the stars that seperated us but when they align
they are perfect and subtle.